The first step

Have you ever had a goal, like you knew where you wanted to be, but you weren’t sure how to get there?  That’s me, I have been through so much over the last few months and have gotten to know who I am, I have climbed and grown, and I love this person.  Now what?

I know I can’t live in this security bubble forever, even though it is my safe space, I do eventually have to go back to work.  But to do what?  I have a goal in mind, and it is time to take that first step, problem is that I don’t know what that step is. 

Maybe it is to continue writing until the next step is revealed to me, or maybe it is to talk about what is my big goal, don’t think I’m ready for that yet.  All I know is it is time to act.  I was asked a few days ago what is my first step and I really have no idea, that’s all I’ve thought about the last couple of day and still I got nothing.

I put away most of my crystals, except those that are associated with creativity, I have cleansed and set them with a new intent.  Maybe that was the step?  Probably not, but that would be nice.

Has anyone else ever been in this kind limbo?  I know what I want, but how do I get there.  Right now, I write, and I post on social media the link to this blog.  Maybe someone will see it and say, “I can help this girl”, maybe not. 

Maybe this blog has been read by someone who is in that same dark place that I was at the end of last year and they have realized that it isn’t only them.  That there are people out there who have been there and came out stronger. 

I see my goal, I have set my intent, I am saying daily affirmations as though it has all come to fruition, and I am waiting for the next moon so I can use its divine power in manifesting this dream into a reality. 

I know some people might think that all these things that I have put into place to help me find that first step is crazy.  But it is who I am, my crystals made me stronger when I needed them and now, I’m working with them to manifest my goal.  As for the moon, she is beautiful every night and always there for us, so who better to rely on for help.

Finding my steps,

Chantal M.

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